Monday.....

I hate Monday's. Monday always seems to be the day to start a diet, I either don't get past the morning or I go almost too gungho. I seem to be able to kind of stick to what I am doing. I am starting to make better choices and move more. I have been avoiding blogging as I have not had anything that is very positive to report....I have been accountable to no one.

Does everyone struggle with Mondays?

This morning I weighed in at 176.4, not great but not bad considering what I have been eating. I guess breast feeding is the amazing thing. If I actually put the effort in I would be at goal by now =p

I had a sneak eat at lunch and there is no one here to sneak from...it's like I am having an affair with food. The one good thing is there are no more drumsticks in the house, the bad thing...I ate most of them. I wish I was like my husband and was happy with the occasional treat...and a small one at that. We were talking in the car yesterday after we both had a little treat from Purdy's, he said the chocolate bar was too much chocolate, he would have liked just a small piece, I on the other hand could have eaten 2 more. When I said that he said he related with beer, he loves a good beer but it just ends up making him want another. I am that way with food. I guess we all have our weaknesses, I just wish mine wasn't making me fat!

I really want to be a healthy role model for my daughter, teach her how to have an appropriate relationship with food. I love being active (sure we all have our lazy days) it's just that eating crap thing I need to get past.

This week I am going to try and make healthier choices and be honest with myself....stop having this affair with crap food and blog regularly. Talk to you tomorrow =)