Weekends

I have a love/hate relationship with weekends. I struggle to eat well, I think it is because there is no structure. I know being at home with baby I don't have alot of structure in my life anymore but it's still better than the weekend. I started off really well yesterday and even managed to make decent choices while eating at Costco and then I was at home by myself a fell apart a little. I didn't completely blow it but it just wasn't great. We then ordered pizza for dinner and there went the rest of my extra points. We also went to my brother and his fiance's last night for a bit of a birthday party for my brother and to watch the UFC fights and I proceeded to have a cupcake and 1/2 of a cream puff (they are big). It was all very good, but I didn't need it. I don't know if I will ever be able to be fully "in control" of my cravings and I'm not sure I ever want to be.....I understand that I need to make changes but I don't ever want to be that person that only eats salad...I enjoy food and I want to keep it that way, I just need to be able to scale it back a little. I am trying to have things around where I can indulge in a smart way instead of scarfing back a big bunch of chocolate. Someday's it works and some days it doesn't. I just hope I can make it work more days that not.

Well the little one is staring at me from her swing so I had better get going.