Wednesday.....

Today is the day...today I have again started trying. We went out for a crappy dinner last night and this morning I have measured and tracked. Sure I have only had my cereal but it is a step in the right direction. I just have to take it day by day. Today my DH is across the line for business so I am going to be on my own for a good chunk of the day. My MIL is going to watch DD so I can go to the doctor and get my IUD inserted. Not looking forward to this...feeling a little nervous. I know it will be fine but they have warned me it is going to hurt. My MIL wants me to stay for dinner after but I think I will just come home so I can relax and rest. I am going to have to make an effort to stay on track while DH isn't home, I have been known to indulge when no one is looking. We did walk to our crappy dinner last night and today isn't looking great for alot of exercise. I think I am going to get the Wii Fit out as the weather is just gross! It's supposed to rain until the weekend, I really hope it turns around!

I am finding it a little boring being home, I went from a very busy job to being home with a baby that sleeps alot still. I know it will get better and busier and I will miss these days but when the weather is grose I end up at the mall just wandering. I also end up eating something that I should not eat (purdy's, cookies...anything). I am going to have to start packing snacks for myself, I will eventually have to do it for Grace so why not start now for myself. I am also going to try and not be out around lunch time so I don't end up too hungry. I find if I get too hungry at one meal it carrier through my day and I will over eat all day long! It may have something to do with the fact that I am not making the best decisions when I feel that way.

Well I think DD is starting to wake up so I should get ready to feed her =)