Tuesday, June 8, 2010

I'm Back!

Well it has been a long time since I have posted last. When I got back from my weekend away I found out that a little earlier than planned I was pregnant! I have since given birth and have a beautiful and healthy baby girl! Her name is Grace and she is amazing! She sleeps through the night and is a great baby. I managed to pack on 35 lbs during a great pregnancy and now I am struggling to get it off. I lost 25 lbs really quickly and have now hit a wall. I am finding myself craving sugary crappy foods. I don't know if I am lacking something or if it is just the breast feeding and less sleep that seems to be getting to me. I have rejoined weight watchers but can't seem to keep myself on track. I do really good for 1 or 2 days and then I manage to ruin it all on the weekend. I am starting to get more exercise which makes me feel good but I am just not happy with what I see in the mirror. My husband tells me I am beautiful and I get alot of compliments about how I look I just can't seem to believe it.....It's almost like the more someone compliments me the less I believe and the more I eat? I don't know. I came back to have somewhere to bounce things off of, even if no one reads this it seems to help to just type it out =)

We are going to a wedding in Oliver for the August (BC Day) long weekend and I am going to lose 15 lbs by then. It is ambitious but I know I can do it if I just try. So here is goes.....

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